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You Live in a Dream

by Payette

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Logging In 00:27
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Don't knock it 'till you try it Try it If you need it you can buy it Buy it Swipe left, swipe right Tap like, subscribe Alright Upload yourself Your mind Your thoughts, alright To disconnect's to disappear Your online aura's crystal clear Don't hold your breath I'll waste your time You live in a screen A permanent dream Online (Online) A different you A different me Online (Online) You live in a screen A permanent dream Online (Online) A different you A different me Online (Online) Spy on your friends from your bed Your bed Maybe you'll do this 'till you're dead You're dead! Scroll up, scroll down Check your accounts, alright Scroll the whole day away Away, okay To disconnect's to disappear Your online aura's crystal clear Don't hold your breath I'll waste your time To disconnect's to disappear Your online aura's crystal clear Don't hold your breath I'll waste your time You live in a screen A permanent dream Online (Online) A different you A different me Online (Online) You live in a screen A permanent dream Online (Online) A different you A different me Online (Online) You live in a screen Live in a screen Live in a Live in a Live in a You live in a screen Live in a screen Live in a dream Live in a Live in a Live in a You live in a screen Live in a dream Live in a screen Live in a Live in a Live in a You live in a dream Live in a Live in a dream, dream Live in a (You live in a screen) (A permanent dream) (Online) (A different you) (A different me) (Online) (You live in a screen) (A permanent dream) (A different you) (A different me)
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I don't mean to brag, but I've got it going on these days Can't hold me back, yeah Can't pull me away I look like a mess, but Things are going my way Won't stop for nothing I'm feeling great Red eyes on a red eye Cottonmouth is better than a panic attack Miles high in the sky Your worries never even left the tarmac And that's how you roll Live fast, feel slow, I know That you're gonna crash if you don't ease off the gas Times fly like your ride You better move faster than the jet lag I don't mean to brag, but I've got it going on these days Can't hold me back, yeah Can't pull me away I look like a mess, but Things are going my way Won't stop for nothing I'm feeling great Finally at your gate Is it here to stay? Took your ego and left that shit at TSA Finally at your gate Is it here to stay? Took your ego and left that shit at TSA Finally at your gate Is it here to stay? Took your ego and left that shit at TSA I don't mean to brag, but I've got it going on these days Can't hold me back, yeah Can't pull me away I look like a mess, but Things are going my way Won't stop for nothing I'm feeling great I don't mean to brag, but I've got it going on these days Can't hold me back, yeah Can't pull me away I look like a mess, but Things are going my way Won't stop for nothing I'm feeling great
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I don't miss you Not one bit Quit tryna crash my party We had our time, and That's just fine, but Your eyes are no longer starry Starry, yeah Whatcha trying to do? Whatcha trying to get out of the situation? It'd be kind of you If you could just leave me alone I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings I don't mean to cause you pain But it's over and that's that Please just get it in your brain I know words can carry meanings That you don't always intend But we're over My mind's made up Please don't call me up again, yeah I don't miss you Not one bit Quit tryna crash my party We had our time, and That's just fine, but Your eyes are no longer starry Starry Whatcha you want me to say? I've got a lot on my mind And I'm tired of you ignoring it I can't rewind wasted time I can't pretend that it's fine I've done that for long enough Long enough I'm sorry if I bruised your ego That's happens when you're vain I wish that I could say I missed you But I'm stuck here throwing shade I don't regret our time together But we should've stayed just friends It's hard to see that at the start But always so clear at the end, yeah! I don't miss you Not one bit Quit tryna crash my party! (Woo!) We had our time, and (Yeah) That's just fine, but Your eyes are no longer starry Starry, yeah
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I don't mind when you call me out of the blue Like you do, and I can let it slide when I'm all alone And your phone sends me straight to voice mail, but I need you to pick up this time I'm tired of the constant fighting And I know that This time I won't tell you That I'm fine You don't know what to say when I'm gone, no Can you say the pain isn't strong? But I'm alone with me And that's enough It took too long to get to this place And I knew I was okay moving at your pace Now I'm alone with me And I'm enough I don't mind When you say That I'm more like A bag of tricks come untied There's not much left to find Time is so irrelevant Just like you and I Please don't try to include me Unless you plan to stay You don't know what to say when I'm gone, no Can you say the pain isn't strong? But I'm alone with me And that's enough (It has to be enough) It took too long to get to this place And I knew I was okay moving at your pace Now I'm alone with me And I'm enough (It has to be enough) Did I fuck this up? Or was it you? Was I enough? Was that not true? Did I fuck this up? (Did I fuck this up?) Or was it you? (Or was it you?) Was I enough? You don't know what to say when I'm gone, no Can you say the pain isn't strong? But I'm alone with me And that's enough It took too long to get to this place And I knew I was okay moving at your pace Now I'm alone with me And I'm enough You don't know what to say when I'm gone, no Can you say the pain isn't strong? But I'm alone with me And that's enough (It has to be enough) It took too long to get to this place And I knew I was okay moving at your pace Now I'm alone with me And I'm enough (It has to be enough) (It has to be enough) (It has to be enough)
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WG2 02:51
Why am I always tryna to act cool for you? I've got a lot of things I need to sort through Yeah, yeah What gives? What's the deal? Why can't I just explain how I feel? I got my guard up And my head down Levitate my way across town Stop the track Now bring it back Can't I please just relax? Got my door locked And the lights off Hoping hazy dreams help me get lost (Hoping hazy dreams help me get lost) (Get lost, get lost, get lost) I don't recognize myself when I look in the mirror No reflection, always stressing, not clear So why do I always try to act cool for you? I've got Let's go! Why am I always tryna act cool for you? I've got a lot of things I need to sort through Why am I always tryna act cool for you? I've got a lot of things I need to sort through
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Talk Is just what we need To make it work I swear you'll see Walk To my house I need to think I need to sleep It's too late to fix it There's always something missing There's nothing left to try, And I always end up wishing for more And that's the way it is I'm just bitter Just thought I'd be with her And no matter how hard I tried To keep her by my side Her attention was focused elsewhere It's not our time Just give me some And I'll be fine It's not our time Just give me some And I'll be fine And I'll be fine Space Is just what I need To make it work Or so it seems Time well spent with you Doesn't hide the fact that I'm unhappy There's something in my brain That makes it hard to say These thoughts I keep at bay, They're getting in the way I was never ready for this I need time to mature And no matter how hard I try To pretend it's alright My attention's focused elsewhere It's not our time Just give me some And I'll be fine It's not our time Just give me some And I'll be fine And I'll be fine Some things just can't be Some things just Some things just can't be Some things just can't Some things just can't be Some things just Some things just can't be Some things just
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Waiting for the beat to drop So I crack my lid and spill my thoughts Sometimes I think music's all I've got Can't be content and I can't stop If I made it, it's a bop Trunk knocking, head bobbing pop Friends rolling up like they're tryna take off Head in the clouds from whatever they brought Head up in the clouds, yeah My brain is in space Feeling kinda dizzy, uh Disassociate Everything is fuzzy, yeah 'Till I'm pressing play Then I know It's okay, it's okay, it's okay Head up in the clouds, yeah My brain is in space Feeling kinda dizzy, uh Disassociate Everything is fuzzy, yeah 'Till I'm pressing play Then I know It's okay, it's okay, it's okay Yo "What kind of music do you make?" "Which genre is your favorite?" "Who inspires you today?" Why can I only pick one? It all goes so hard, there's so many to pick from I guess I'm sick of doing one thing It's boring and really not me Besides, cliques are just a myth Turn that shit up and be proud Fuck a guilt trip Head up in the clouds, yeah My brain is in space Feeling kinda dizzy, uh Disassociate Everything is fuzzy, yeah 'Till I'm pressing play Then I know It's okay, it's okay, it's okay Head up in the clouds, yeah My brain is in space Feeling kinda dizzy, uh Disassociate Everything is fuzzy, yeah 'Till I'm pressing play Then I know It's okay, it's okay, it's okay I've been chilling by myself Making music for a minute Everything I make, you know it gets me in my feelings All my niggas love my hits But I just did that shit for business Now I do it for myself and no one else can get my winnings (Right thing, I did the right thing) Tryna do the shit I wanna do Anybody saying somethin' different they ain't coming through I just got a crib with my niggas and some money too Now it's pretty boy trap every track that I'm on Believing in myself because I know I'm not alone Been looking at my shelf and all my figures lookin' swole And shout out Ugly God, cause that nigga gave me hope And shout out to my brothers who done put me on this trip I thought I was worth a dime Y'all taught me I was worth the drip Now I'm looking at my life, and I know that I'm legit Making up for wasted time 'Cause I know I'm worth a shit, nigga Head up in the clouds, yeah My brain is in space Feeling kinda dizzy, uh Disassociate Everything is fuzzy, yeah 'Till I'm pressing play Then I know It's okay, it's okay, it's okay Head up in the clouds, yeah My brain is in space Feeling kinda dizzy, uh Disassociate Everything is fuzzy, yeah 'Till I'm pressing play Then I know It's okay, it's okay, it's okay (Make music, maybe make money) (Write another song, just keep the hits coming) (No stopping, no other options) (Throw it to the wind, I'm done with caution) (Make music, money, money) (Write another song, just write another song, just) (No stopping, no, no, no) (Throw it to the wind, I'm done)
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Idyllic 04:00
When you're all alone On the run Lavender light show From the sun Getting closer now To your slum It is all I need I'll come undone I'm seeking what you're keeping (A lifestyle worth stylish living) Glittering like sequins (What's the word for it?) Idyllic I want your life Ideally I'd make it mine You are next to none In my eyes Perched on a pedestal Look at the size Getting closer now To my prize I am soon to be Alive I'm seeking what you're keeping (A lifestyle worth stylish living) Glittering like sequins (What's the word for it?) I'm seeking what you're keeping (A lifestyle worth stylish living) Glittering like sequins (What's the word for it?) Idyllic I want your life Ideally I'd make it mine
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You keep telling me that we're through But every single thing you do Tells me otherwise So much is going, going, going, going on You keep on dropping bombs You say one thing and then you take it back It's hard to keep track of it all So what's wrong? Are you trying to act like you don't care anymore? Could've swore That a month ago you were Banging down my door So what's wrong? Are you trying to act like you don't care anymore? Could've swore you're at my door Feels like I might do something I regret (Don't forget) (Don't forget) I need to remember why we can't intersect And so much is going, going, going, going on You keep on dropping bombs So what's wrong? Are you trying to act like you don't care anymore? Could've swore That a month ago you were Banging down my door So what's wrong? Are you trying to act like you don't care anymore? Could've swore you're at my door Got a lot of things on my mind Got problems I can't lie I'm not crying I swear I'm fine I'm alright I'm alright I'm alright I'm alright, you're alright, we're alright I'm alright, we're all alright I'm alright, you're alright, we're alright I'm alright, we're all alright I'm alright, you're alright, we're alright I'm alright, we're all alright I'm alright, you're alright, we're alright I'm alright, we're all alright!! We're alright, we're alright, we're alright! Yeah! We're alright, we're alright, we're alright! Yeah! We're alright, we're alright, we're alright! Yeah! We're alright, we're alright, we're alright! Yeah! We're alright, we're alright, we're alright! Yeah! We're alright, we're alright, we're alright! Yeah! We're alright, we're alright, we're alright! Yeah! We're alright, we're alright, we're alright!
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Undo! 04:05
I've been chasing myself for days now What the hell? I've been thinking I might need to just throw out my cell And even if I'm acting crazy At least I want what's best for you I doubt that I can hold you down But I'm hoping you'll stick around But what if I don't find anyone better for me? What if I just fuck it up again? I thought I made the right decision Now I'm not so sure I know you're gone But I wish you weren't I don't know what to do Maybe it's time I knew (Say I'm, say I'm, say I'm wrong Say I'm, say I'm, say I'm) I don't trust me with you Maybe I should click undo (Say I'm, say I'm, say I'm wrong Say I'm, say I'm) I've been feeling that lately all I do is bring you down And I'm thinking I might be creating my personal hell What if I don't find anyone better for me? I'd probably just fuck it up again I never make the right decision I always make a mess I know you're gone And it's for the best I don't know what to do Maybe it's time I knew I don't trust me with you Maybe I should click undo I don't know what to do Maybe it's time I knew (Say I'm, say I'm, say I'm wrong Say I'm, say I'm, say I'm) I don't trust me with you Maybe I should click undo (Say I'm, say I'm, say I'm wrong Say I'm, say I'm)
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Yerba Mate 02:52
I'm gonna I'm gonna I'm gonna I'm gonna I'm gonna lose my shit! Might vibe around and go hard in a thrift Cop me a yerba and make that bit Make that bit swift, like I'm gonna bust out a shift Make me a hunnid, 'Salud!' then I dip Crank out a beat and then I'm gonna I'm gonna, I'm gonna, I'm gonna I'm gonna lose my shit! Might vibe around and go hard in a thrift Cop me a yerba and make that bit Make that bit swift, like I'm gonna bust out a shift Make me a hunnid, 'Salud!' then I dip Crank out a beat and then I'll make a hit, like Yeah! I'll make a hit for the spring, summer, fall, no jokes at all, I'm on the brink I wanna hear what you think When you turn me on Turn those speakers up Damn, Peggy! I.Y.K.Y.K., we're ready Shoutout The Alchemist with that spaghetti Wait, 'Alfredo' with Freddie ('Alfredo' with Freddie) Please don't mind me I'm just minding my own business It's not yours, get it? Please don't act like you ain't acting You're distracting and I'm gonna I'm gonna I'm gonna I'm gonna I'm gonna lose my shit! Might vibe around and go hard in a thrift Cop me a yerba and make that bit Make that bit swift, like I'm gonna bust out a shift Make me a hunnid, 'Salud!' then I dip Crank out a beat and then I'm gonna I'm gonna, I'm gonna, I'm gonna I'm gonna lose my shit! Might vibe around and go hard in a thrift Cop me a yerba and make that bit Make that bit swift, like I'm gonna bust out a shift Make me a hunnid, 'Salud!' then I dip Crank out a beat and then I'll make a hit, like Yo I think I'm losing my shit I think I'm losing my I think I'm losing my, losing my I feel it slipping, my grip Took me a hit and its getting me, getting me ripped I'm off a fifth of the whisk My huevos are whipped I'm stiff and I'm peaking I'm peaking I'm peaking I'm peaking, I'm pissed Sippin' some shit that I shouldn't I'm taking a risk But I'm back once again just to say Try and play keeper, won't keep me away I'm reigning the chain and I'm planning to slay I'm playing my lane with the intent to stay I'm using my voice, and I hope that you hear it My love is a force to be reckoned, don't fear it The hunger for passion it grows, gotta feed it Don't run from this feeling, you know that you need it Please don't mind me I'm just minding my own business It's not yours, get it? Please don't act like you ain't acting You're distracting and I'm gonna I'm gonna I'm gonna (Woo!)
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Sometimes I recall Wishing you would fall out of love Now you say you need to go I don't believe it though I can't, I can't, I can't I'm the worst We both know it Hide your smile I'll hide my personality, yeah Refuse to show it Close your eyes I don't think you want to see me I think I miss you And maybe that's bad Reminisce, then regret it Wish that I never had It doesn't work out sometimes But you're still on my mind Does it hurt less with time? (Just asking for a friend) It doesn't work out sometimes But you're still on my mind Does it hurt less with time? (Just asking for a friend) You're the worst We both know it Making poor decisions Like we're getting, getting paid for it It's just bullshit Cut each other off Then come crawling back for seconds I think you miss me At least I get the vibe We know it's over But always hope that it's a lie It doesn't work out sometimes But you're still on my mind Does it hurt less with time? (Just asking for a friend) It doesn't work out sometimes But you're still on my mind Does it hurt less with time? (Just asking for a friend) It doesn't work out sometimes But you're still on my mind Does it hurt less with time? (Just asking for a friend) It doesn't work out sometimes But you're still on my mind Does it hurt less with time? (Just asking for a friend)
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How are you? I'm fine, I just Can't seem to keep track of time When I'm with you So come through Let's waste the day together How are you? I'm fine, I just Can't seem to keep track of time When I'm with you So come through Let's waste the day together Load a bowl outside In the backyard garden Feel the summer sunshine Like a cat on the carpet Being with you is a vibe Let's leave the world on 'read' We've got all day And we're just getting started That's what I'm talking 'bout! Crank your speakers loud Make 'em call the cops out ACAB now Check it while we disavow 'em Call your friends over Throw yourself a rager now Having fun burning it down Swimming in oceans of sound Let's take control of the town Bring the chorus round This is how we lay it down! How are you? I'm fine, I just Can't seem to keep track of time When I'm with you so Come through Let's waste the day together How are you? I'm fine, I just Can't seem to keep track of time When I'm with you So come through Let's waste the day together (Double T) How are you? On the edge of my emotions Thinking until I'm broken And drinking until I'm smoking Ain't no conversation ever really gon' open I'm not tryna talk, I'm closed off Quit pushing my limits, dog The lights is dimming in this room I can't even find a wall Something just to walk along Somethin' to make me safe again I don't know what's goin' on Someone gotta tell me, man I lost all my senses and I lost all my mentions Like damn, I'm not popular anymore And you used to be the one That I really fucking adored And it only mattered when you commented on that post I wish you'd just hit me back And baby then I could boast about How all the bitches that I get I don't really need Cause I got you, and you make me feel great Just like this weed That I've been hitting for the past, like Couple of weeks That keep a smile on my face when I feel unhappy, shit How are you? I'm fine, I just Can't seem to keep track of time When I'm with you So come through Let's waste the day together How are you? I'm fine, I just Can't seem to keep track of time When I'm with you So come through Let's waste the day together
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Press Start 02:47
And so it ends, just as it began All your friends dispersing, as though sand Blowing away farther each week Crumble down, down, down, down to your knees I think I might be dying, or At least losing my life force I feel so insecure So where did it go? My sense of self-confidence Think I've had enough, oh Think I've had enough, woah Maybe it'll come back Maybe it won't Try again next year or don't And so it ends, just as it began All your friends dispersing, as though sand Blowing away farther each week Crumble down, down, down And so it ends, just as it began All your friends dispersing, as though sand Blowing away farther each week Crumble down, down, down, down to your knees (And so it ends) (And so it ends) (And so it ends) (And so it ends)
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When I fall asleep You're there in my dreams Saying something sweet Laying next to me Feel the summer breeze And your body heat I wish my track record wasn't this bad Or I'd maybe shoot my shot Maybe not Maybe I'd be okay just with the thoughts Of you I've got in my head, now But I won't have it that way Not with the route I'm on Can't even say the words Unless they're in a song I won't have it that way Not with the rate I'm going Can't even say the words I always end up choking In my dreams I always end up choking In my dreams, In my dreams When I fall asleep you're in my dreams When I fall asleep You're there in my dreams Tryna keep the peace When I fall asleep I need one more week And some space to think A little room to breathe Could I get that please? Would it really kill me to say hello? Of course not, but I froze anyway Cause my brain is on a different page Than my body Should it really be this hard to speak? Of course not, but I'm weak And afraid of what I'll say Cause I say dumb things as a hobby When I fall asleep You're there in my dreams Tryna keep the peace When I fall asleep I need one more week And some space to think A little room to breathe Could I get that please? Would it really kill me to try and approach you? Of course not, but I know Either way I'll make a mistake And I'll try to fake my death to save face Should it really be this hard for me? Of course not, but I think That I may just dig my own grave today 'Cause I'd do it anyways When I fall asleep You're there in my dreams Tryna keep the peace When I fall asleep I need one more week And some space to think A little room to breathe Could I get that please? When I fall asleep You're there in my dreams Tryna keep the peace When I fall asleep I need one more week And some space to think A little room to breathe Could I get that please?

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